Humility Draws Us to a Deeper Love

Romans 12: 9-21

“Bless those who persecute you.” Oh, Paul, but do I have to? REALLY?!? When I am forced to think about where my journey is most distant from the way of Jesus, Paul’s declaration here gets at the heart of my lacking. I do not want to bless those who persecute me. I lived in that world long enough, and I have heard the lies and evil that is spoken from those who would persecute me. There was a great deal of pain and confusion that were created in my life as a result. So at this point in my life, I do not want to make them feel good or feed them or offer hospitality to them. In fact, I find great fulfillment through the active admonishment of them.

Yes, this is an honest confession.

Here today, however, I am finding myself once again convicted of perpetuating the cycle of hate. There is nothing less Christ-like than exchanging hate for hate and nothing life giving that comes from it. In fact, if I was completely honest with myself, I would have to admit that letting myself get stuck in the bitterness, anger and resentment I generate in response to this persecution only leaves me feeling more empty and helpless.

So, the questions that now bubble to the surface are, “How do I create change in this area of my life? How can I stop the cycle?” Well, I think Paul’s letter gives me some good clues. Earlier in his letter Paul reminds us, “All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God found in Christ Jesus, our Lord.” And then he also says, “God has imprisoned all in disobedience so that [s]he may be merciful to all.”

Humility in the present moment, Geoff. Humility. “Let love be genuine; hate was is evil and hold fast to what is good; love one another with mutual affection.” “If it is possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all.”

Well, Paul. It was just a couple of days ago that you had my head spinning in anger towards you and now today, your words have left me a true gift.

May I be gifted with the wisdom to settle deeply into humility and hold tightly to what is good in all. May it be so, Lord. Amen.